"Old Time Love Story"

-October 19th, 2018-

Hello, it’s me trying to write a story of a friend let’s just call him michael with someone that he wanted to be with. Well who will care if i wrote it on my personal blog though lol... :D

You know all those years that they spent together, the memories they, maybe “He” wrote so hard that its never faded on their, and again maybe “his” brain, all those support, kindness, the unique way she think that he told me, and by the way, how do that girl still get in michael’s mind for f sake? it’s been 8 years ago.. -_- i guess she was special for michael back then.

So it all begin when michael was 16, when he was still in his second year at high school, he was a normal student with average skills, except he develop musical instrument skills in high school, he always bring a guitar to kill time in the class... which is cool...

One day, only one fine day, there was a new student coming from overseas in his class. She’s beautiful, smart, cheerful, diligent, open minded, and optimistic. Only in one week every guy in the class fall for her, except for michael. He didn’t see why all of his friends fall for her. So michael ask one of his friends.
“Dude, what do you see in her? I know she’s kinda pretty, but nothing special, i’ve dated hotter.” And then his friend tell him this. “Well, its not about the outside look bro, just keep your eyes at her and you will see it.” that sentences he heard makes michael confused, and also curious about her.

So, there was a day, when he found out why. Well, this is the story.
It was Thursday, at the lunch time, michael forgot to bring his wallet and he was sitting in the class alone playing his guitar. And suddenly laura came in and says. “Hey, not going for the lunch?.” And he answers while playing guitar. “Nope, forgot my wallet.” And then the conversations over. Untill... laura offers michael to eat with her. “Hey, do you want some?.” In Michael mind was like, whaaat... (eh?!)and then he stopped playing his guitar and said this. “Wow, for real? You really are generous like they said.”
“Yeap, come here.”
And then the two of them start talking to each other while eating lunch together.

(M)”so, i never really heard your name clearly, can we introduce ourself again?.”
(L)”ooh, my name laura, well i feel a little disappointed because i already know your name michael, that’s feel unfair for me haha.”
(M)”iam so sorry laura, and wow, you know my name? But we never talked before isn’t?.”
(L)”yeah, we’re in the same class, of course i know your name, and you always plays guitar alone that’s iconic for you, and yet you didn’t know my name.. even we were in the same class.”
(M)”okay, i feel terrible now.”
(L)”naah it’s okay, don’t feel terrible, i’ll feel terrible too ;(.”
(M)”you know, if you need anything just tell me, let’s says i’ll be your temporary butler?.”
(L)”wow, i never had a butler before haha(hahaha), deal. For how long? I have to make you a schedule for it... haha.”
(M)”wait whaat??.. didn’t you heard i said temporary? And what schedule? Do you really hated me that much?.”
(L)”ahh.. you’ll see what i mean by schedule..”

And there it is the deal of michael and laura,michael doesn’t know he was playing with a demon, a devil who wants his souls... but a deal is a deal, the next day laura gave him a book filled with a schedule, it was a rough time for michael... he was pushed into the limits, i can’t describe what is michael doing with her, but imagine it was you’re in slavery era, that demon doesn’t have a heart ;((... But in the middle of those, the two of them develop a relationship, its not girlfriend boyfriend things, but it was a girl and her butler. They support each other, knowing each other deeper, and so on.

And then michael and laura became closer and closer because of that, michael now have a little bit feelings for her, and laura is into michael to. And after 5 month being together as a butler, michael braves himself to make a confession to laura.

(M)”okay, lets end this peasants and lord, im tiredd of thiss.”
(L)”whaat? A peasants?? You’re not a peasants, your a butlerr..”
(M)”but you treat me like a peasants, lord laura..”
(L)”so you don’t want to be with me anymore?.”
(M)”it’s not like that, i want to be with you, i’d love to be with you, but it isn’t right.”
(L)”what do you mean?”
(M)”okay i’ll make it clear for you.”
And then michael takes laura to somewhere where they can be alone..
(M)”close your eyes.”
(L)”why?? You want to do stupid things to me aren’t you??.”
(M)”of course not stupidd. Just close your eyes”
(L)”okayy okay.”
And then michael kneel in front of his first real love, laura.
(M)”okay, open your eyes, and don’t say anything till i finish talking.”
(M)”laura, you’re the awesome girl that i ever known, you’re cute, and i’d like to talk a lot with you, you and i we shared everything’s, i think im in love with you, no, i love you laura.”
And then laura just standstill, silence, no answers, and then run away from michael, since that happens, laura never goes to school again.

Michael was in deep chaos, the girl he loved never shared the same feelings like he had, regrets is always with him, sorrow is his friend now, he never really “love” again, well that”s love for you, it brings you up, and then smash you to the bottom. and you realized it was meaningless when it’s only you that feels “something’s”.

Untill.. years later after that happens, laura contacted michael, and it was a surprise for michael, he didn’t answer, and laura left him a messages, there’s so many message that she left for michael, but michael heart is like a stone now, but deeper in the bottom of his heart he still wanted to be with laura. and confinced himself to read it.

This was the messages laura sent to michael.

“Dear michael,

Iam sorry i run away when you were confessing to me, it was to hard for me, to be in a relationship with someone. I’m back to my homeland now in Luxembourg.

P.S i really miss you”

And then she sent this really sad message to michael.

“Dear michael,

I’ll be married tomorrow, just want you to know.. that if you chase me back then, it wouldn’t be like this, i love you. I always love you, but it’s too late now to bring it back isn’t? Haha silly me. I was such a terrible person back then.

P.S iam really sorry , i never said goodbye to you, although you’re my first love. I wish we can meet again and talk a lot, doing childish stuff, and everything.”

And that last message makes michael drop the man tears, he finally learned. If you love someone, you have to fight for it, no matter how hard it takes, no matter how long, or how far, you just need only one reason to do that. That reason is called “love”. But it’s doesn’t matter anymore michael have to live his life, sometimes reality is not what you want, but is what you’re worth..

And in that story, i learnt a lesson to, in this time right now. I kept chasing someone unreachable.... that i know didn’t want to be chased, she doesn’t go anywhere, she just right there, but she just didn’t see me..

Aah.. all of my feelings wanted to blow up right now, i’d love to keep moving forward, but as long as you keep popping out on my head, well i guess i can’t...

Kinda stupid isn’t it?, a guy like me keep running for someone that never leave the place, so i start to running in circle and couldn’t moving forward..

I think it’s time to stop running for sure, im stopping, running into nowhere and get stuck in the circle..